Here we are.... 185 days/6 months of grief. I sort of feel like I don't know where to begin. As usual, my kids are my light and I am so so grateful for them! They have become adults I can count on to pick me up and help me through and I'll probably boast about them in every passage of this blog. I need to. We had some family portraits done from a sweet photographer I met through renting my studio...I've admired her work and offered a trade when she wanted me to photograph her newborn son! Its an honor to work with others in this profession! Thank you Taylor! :) I started this post a week ago and just couldn't finish it. I am in a strange place...I'm sure its all normal its just all new. Its one week past this last post and I have to tell this story... The weds before the six month anniversary, my ring camera sounded off while I was cuddling my sweet grandbaby in his living room. I looked at the cam...