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The days will pass and its over a month before you know it. I've had some hard days and I've had some days I feel so loved its easier to carry on but I wouldn't erase the love we had for these hard days! It's 4:51am as I write this. I woke over an hour ago from my sleep with my brain rushing with thoughts of things I still need to do. Its a never ending list in my brain. Can't shut it down and really, don't want to. It gives me a needed and wanted feeling and right now, things are just a little lonely sometimes. My kids give me so much strength. I have always told them with life comes death. Didn't expect I would get more than my fair share of unexpected loss so close to my heart: my dad, my sister-in-law, my own battle with cancer and my soulmate. I could wallow, walk around sad and depressed all the time but life means more to me now than ever....leaving me to think, did all the loss teach me anything about my own life....