79 days....
Yep, 79 days...just over two months...I ask Chat GPT all the time because I find the days feel like one long one sometimes and when I am in the mood to ask how many days, I don't even have the mental capacity to look for myself. Im grateful for computers I can just ask....I do know when its the weekend though...I hate it! Weekends used to be for family, for rest and hanging together and now I hate them. I fill the week with busy work. Gardening, groceries, yardwork, reinventing my gardening and yardwork...then Friday rolls around and my head goes into the clouds. I miss my constant date. Not gonna lie, sitting here at 11:00pm on a Saturday night I just hate being alone. Quiet house, nothing good on tv and hanging onto any and all messages from people reaching out to me but feeling bad I'm such a bummer so I try to close the conversation so I don't sound pathetic. I know people understand. I get invited to do things but sometime...